Since you asked…

Totally new pic! This pic has been viewed by my eyes only. Enjoy your exclusive Rachy pic…oh and did somebody mention bare toenails the other day? *nudges a certain special someone*

Love Rachy
xx

ps – sorry boys for shocking you with pictures of MAN!

You put the boom-boom into my heart…

I’m feeling a lot more positive tonight. So many of you have taken time to email me to offer support and comfort and I just cannot thank you all enough. I’m so angry at my body at the moment, but I’m on the right track and hopefully will be well looked after by Dr Immuno. And how can I stay angry with the body that keeps all you guys hooked eh

Anyway, to balance out the sad posts I decided to spoil myself with some pictures of my very favourite boy toy, Rich Franklin from The UFC:

Ok so I’m not expecting most of my guys to comment on the pics it’s sorta for me and my girlies! So come on ladies, appreciate the eye candy or what?! And not just a pretty face/hot body – he’s also a qualified teacher AND he helps out charities…what more could a girl ask for?! *drools* I spend most of my spare time fantasizing about this guy so I felt it was only fair to introduce you all to him lol

Enjoy the pics girls and boys, I know I will! (and already have…often!)
Rachy
xx

(Pics from here, here and here mucho thanks for the ‘use’ )

The Rachy Report

Hey guys, first I must say thanks so much for all the lovely emails and comments I’ve received over the past little while, you guys and girls really do me the world of good *hugs to you all* It just reminds me why I value you all so damn much *gets sentimental*

Anyway, today. My appointment was at 10am and I eventually got in to see him at 10:45! And there was some good news – I DIDN’T GET A BLOOD TEST!…however the bad news is that I didn’t get a blood test because my allergy is too severe for a ’simple blood test’ so I have to be referred to an immunologist where I need to have some sort of skin testing thing. It’s where they scratch your skin and put various solutions of stuff (some will be nut, some will be things related to nuts and others will probably be plain water or salt water) that’s kept secret from me and monitor the reaction of my skin to see what degree my body reacts, and what things it actually reacts to. I was pleased I didn’t have to have a blood test yet (however if my eczema is bad around the time the skin testing is due then they won’t do it and will have to use blood instead) but now I’m scared because I thought my allergy was very serious and now that the doc heard my symptoms it’s actually been comfirmed I was hoping he’d say I was just worrying for nothing.

He also said that the more times you’re exposed to an allergen, the worse it can get, which is frightening. Then he reminded me that if it does get much worse it could actually make my body shut down, and prevent me from breathing which of course I knew or I wouldn’t have been sitting there in the first place. Yeeshk.

Anyway, he’s now contacted the hospital so that means a MASSIVE wait for an immunologist appointment. Doc says I’ll probably hear from the hospital to say I’m on the waiting list in the next two months, and then after that it’ll be a wait of another few months

And his professional advice for what to do in the mean time: don’t eat nuts.

ADDITION: Forgot to say, my site is coming offline probably some time today. It’ll be back up in a while. No worries.

Stupid world

First of all thanks to you all for your lovely comments and emails, what would I do without my little support gang! I feel more upbeat than I did last night, but I’m now angry about it (see next paragraph). I have an appointment with my doctor tomorrow at 10am (*wobbles*) where we’ll arrange my blood test. I’m not sure if I’ll actually get the blood test tomorrow or not as I don’t know if I have to fast before it or anything. I’m hoping to get it done tomorrow though so it’s all over with, I’m itching to get it done now lol. I get like that – the more nervous I am about something the sooner I’ll do it.

Thankyou all for being so kind about my silly needle fear, it makes me feel better knowing I’m not the only one…though I still think I’m a wimp at heart lol. To be honest the thing I’m most scared of now is the repurcussions of if my allergy does get worse. Tonight I’ve been reading up on something called the ‘allergic march’ where people born with eczema (as I was) have a predisposition to nut, egg or milk allergies, and these allergies tend to be much more serious in people with eczema as opposed to people who just have the allergy. That really sucks. Children born with eczema already have enough shit to deal with – the pain and discomfort itself is bad enough, but being so different and having to have ’special’ treatment because of it, ie being singled out, is just such a horrible, degrading feeling. And now learning that these poor children and adults are also pretty much guaranteed to have some sort of allergy that affects normal every day life even further just really makes me despair. We’ve had so many advances in technology in my life time, yet the diagnosis for eczema now is the same as when I was born twenty years ago – no cure, deal with it, put yourself in even more pain by slathering on some crap that in reality does nothing. Oh and also at some point in your life you’ll randomly develop a life threatening allergy so look out for that. Eugh.

I’ll let you all know how it goes tomorrow. I’m really behind on my mails, bare with me for a few days guys, you’re all in my thoughts.

My blog is now a nut free zone

I’m sorta bummed out today.

When I was away in York we got Chinese takeaway (I got curry sauce, egg fried rice and chips), and everything was fine. We got it again on a different night (this time I had boiled rice instead of egg fried) and I had a terrible allergic reaction to something in the meal – I know this was a reaction to nuts in it as I’ve had it before. My lips were all swollen, my eyes were swollen and puffy, my skin was itchier than usual, my ears were stinging and my throat felt like it was tickling and scratching and it felt funny trying to breathe, often really difficult to breathe but I didn’t think anything of it. I washed my hands and face, cleaned my teeth and removed and traces of the meal and rested for the night. I wasn’t worried at all as it’s something I’ve always just thought of as an inconvenience so I just sorta waited it out and I was fine a few hours later. I sorta forgot about it really, then I decided it’d be best to know exactly what kinda nuts caused this kind of reaction – I wasn’t sure as when it first happened it was when someone was eating a bag of mixed nuts so I’ve always wondered.

So my mam started to look into it, and found that my symptoms of my ‘tickly’ throat are actually my throat beginning to close. My symptoms are bordering on life threatening, and apparently it’s not uncommon for the symptoms to get more severe.

I’ve looked around the Internet for a home blood testing allergy kit, my brother had one a few years back, but I had no luck – I found one that tests blood for 36 different allergens but it costs nearly £90! And after my holiday I just don’t have it, so I’m gonna have to get an appointment at the docs pretty quickly *sigh*

I know this will make me sound like a total wimp, but I’ve never had a blood test before so I’m nervous about it. I’m ok with needles, it’s just the thought of something actually being extracted from me like that, makes me shudder.

Sorry this post is a little sad and dull. I’m feeling ok really, just scared I’ll need to get one of those epipen thingys. All sorts of thoughts are going through my head now, God I’m such a wuss lol. I’ll phone up the doctors tomorrow to try and get an appointment for Wednesday morning, I’ll keep you all posted. Sorry if I’m not around much for the next little while, just need a little time to myself.

Rachy.

*snigger*

I was just browsing through some old files when I came across this beauty of a pic:

LOL! Isn’t it just fabulous!! It just sums me up completely: a big pale white ass and skinny little feet lol! It was taken at the same time that I shot the little bathtime video on my site that you all love so much It’s just such a bad pic though isn’t it! Everything about it is all wrong! You can’t see any of my curves or anything so it just looks like a big bum randomly floating somewhere lol! But it does make me giggle so hopefully it’ll give you all a little smile too! Ooh and dya like the wrinkled soles? I know wrinkly soles are very popular with a lot of my feet guys so I hope you enjoy it. If you’re more into my sweet little toes then here’s a pic for you:

Look at my funny wrinkled toes! I’d been in the bath for aaaages by that point so my toes were all prune-like!

Take care guys, hope you’re all having a super weekend!
Love Rachy
xx

Go see this!

Ooh ooh ooh! Totally forgot to say yesterday!!

A film that I have been dying to see for aaages now finally came out yesterday! It’s called ‘The Number 23′ and it stars Jim Carrey. I’m hoping to scrape a few coins together and go see it next week, and you should too! Yes you, oh no wait no you, the one behind you, yeh YOU!

Take care humans! Go see the film!

Rachy is officially fun!

God I am so exhausted tonight! I have been working myself pretty hard over the past few days (so I’m a little behind on mails, my apologies if this includes you) so I took a little time out today to visit some family I don’t often see. The ‘Christmas’ relatives, everyone has them lol Anyway, it’s my dads cousin, her husband and their two kids who are just adorable. They’re aged 4 and 2 so they have horrendous amounts of energy and now I can barely keep my eyes open! I love how energetic and happy children are, and getting told ‘I like you visiting my house, you’re fun!’ by a four year old makes me sort of glow….and gloat! It’s funny how kids are so innocent and naive, but if they say something bad to you or refuse to give you a kiss then it makes you really sad. Well it does for me anyway lol..’my name is Rachy and I seek approval from children’!

Ok I’m rambling now because I’m so tired! Here’s a tasty little panty pic for you all to feast your little eyes on! Hope you like it, it’s one of my favourites Again I’m sorry if you’ve already had the pleasure of seeing it, but hopefully there’s no objections to seeing it one more time *grins*

Take care boys and girls, have a happy weekend!
Love a very sleepy Rachy
xx

Fancy a sniff…?

He he, that title got ya didn’t it! Naughty boys and girls!

Anyway, a lovely picture to make you all smile

**ARCHIVED PIC**

I’ve been messing around with a lot of my pics recently and I liked this one a lot. It’s not my best work by far, but it’s happy and pretty and makes me smile so hopefully now whenever you see lillies (my all time favourite flowers!) you’ll think of little ol’ Rachy *aww* and you will smile too

Soppy little thing aren’t I! Well soppy or sickeningly sweet maybe!
Rachy
xx

Spotty, stripey (slightly peeved) Rachy!

Hey guys! Eugh, I decided to venture onto here after spending the day lounging around with a poorly tummy. I had tomato and basil soup with garlic bread for lunch and ever since my tummy has been churning and gurgling – yuck!The garlic bread was just too garlicy so now I feel absolutely sick!

Anyway, I am just here to remind anyone that has received pictures from me whether paid for or as gifts, or on CD or emailed – the copyrights to any of my images are held by me at all times, you are receiving copies for your own personal use – never ever public use without my clearly given permission.  You do not have permission to distribute these in any way. If you want to use a picture of me as a way to refer to me (ie as a link) then please just choose one that is already displayed on my website and gain my permission OR just ask me!! I do not appreciate private pictures of myself being shared, these pictures were taken for your eyes only and will be made public if/when I choose. Trust is a big part of panty selling and it is imperative that this trust works both ways. I’ve posted this in the ‘angry rachy’ category but I’m not exactly angry, just a little grrr.

I appreciate your understanding here guys. Now to lighten up this post here’s some pics from one of my Valentines sets. If you have already seen these pics then I apologise but it does mean you are very special to me

btw – in one of those awful Cillit Bang adverts a girl with dark hair is wearing MY top (the one in the pics above!), keep a look out for it then shake your fist at the TV! It’s MY top laydeee!! I bet she didn’t pay only £4 for hers in the Next mega sale at 5am though *hmph*

Take care my pretties, have a lovely weekend guys and girls
Love Rachy
xx

PS – thanks for all the emails whilst I was away, I’m doing really badly at replying to them *gulp* Bare with me for the next….eight years or so!